About "RUBBER MASK"

Why is she crying? She says that she's dying of some kind of disease. I'm not listening, it's just her way of getting all of my attention. She calls me into the room, and I go there's nothing left to lose, yet I still lose... Come sit beside me and pretend that you like me for I am your one and only... She calls me into the room, and I go, there's nothing left to lose, yet I stll lose.