Night Flight
Brooky
This song, was the first one I wrote after leaving my wife…
Well… I say “left”, but in truth she literally changed the locks on our home, and after working my usual long shifts, I came home at around 7pm to find that my key no longer worked in our familiar - and familial - front door.
You see… whilst I won’t name the religion, my family was a part of a “cult”, and after 14 years of marriage, and five beautiful children, I had come to realise that I no longer “believed”… and due to the abundance of rituals involved (which I could no longer perform in good conscience) my then-wife, had worked out that I had “strayed from the Right Path”…
It took months of debate and heart-ache (as well as quite a few “Priests” who all tried to “set me straight”), but eventually she decided that if I wasn’t a “Believer”, then she could no longer remain married to me…
And the fact that I was a good husband - and Father - was no longer relevant.
Once we separated, she made sure that I would also no longer see our children… Court Orders, and Lawyers, be damned… which shattered my heart into a million and one pieces.
This song is the account of those tragic circumstances.
And irrespective of one’s religious, or spiritual, beliefs and affiliations, I am sure that alienated Fathers everywhere, can relate.