I hate being me, I hate being here

Ailew

in the background
and on the surface
don’t hear any sound
can’t see any face

i tried to look around
i tried to do what you say
but nothing I’ve found
only my own grave

i hate waking up
i hate getting up
i hate breathing
i hate living
i hate being me
i hate being here

drowned in my own tears
shipwrecked in my home
tormented by my own fears
heart as hard as stone

in my sea of ​​tears
I drown alone
is the end near?
I just can’t go on

i hate waking up
i hate getting up
i hate breathing
i hate living
i hate being me
i hate being here