Impulsiveness / Intensity

Ailew

Death sentence or just an afternoon away from home?
A threat to my integrity or just a quick glance?
I don’t know but I would like to know

This boy I met now
Is he my soulmate or just another stranger?
I don’t know but I would like to know

Is this reason enough to hate this person for the rest of my life?
I don’t know but I would like to know

If one day I understand
What is going on in my own world
Will I be able to deal with it?
Or will I just give up?

If one day someone understands how my mind works
Would they be scared?
I don’t know but I would like to know

If I disappear from this planet forever
Will they notice that I’m gone?
I don’t know but I would like to know

Would they be sad about my death?
Scared or relieved?
I don’t know but I would like to know

I would like to know why everyone is normal and I am not
But I think everyone thinks the same as me

I wonder if my mother felt this way in her youth
And what she did about it