Standstill

Ailew

Lyrics
My life is at a standstill
There’s nothing happening but it feels
Like everything is falling apart
It’s crushing slowly my heart

Unhappiness and sometimes a little bit of euphoria
And sometimes only emptiness
My life, my feelings and my head
It’s all a mess

Every day it’s the same
Every day seems the same day
The constant need
To feel something

When you suffer losses in your whole life
And for a long time
There has been no one by your side
Nobody to talk about
My demons all around
You just get used to it
And the loneliness and emptiness just fits

Every day it’s the same
Every day seems the same day
The constant need
To feel something
Even if it’s the dark silence of death
And my body being sucked into the depths
Of the earth that quickly rots
Is my balcony high enough?