I am simply loved I can rest in this (it does me good to remember this)

Written for a friend of mine. be and i will be with you you are a light house in this storm you will overcome you will overcome this storm don't fear the wall for you will climb upon it. you will see from higher ground and the sun…

I was inspired by the music of a friend of mine, their band is called Aradhna and you might like to check them out. I've attempted to compose a song in the Hindi language and here it is. The words are very simple Union with Jesus I desire union…

I was thinking about Haiti... i don't know what to say i don't know how to feel when i'm way over here and things are going well my house is standing still my friends are still alive the smell of spring is in the air and i just can't connect…

Emotions get the best of me sometimes and this is what comes of it.... Gotta pour out my heart. i loved you i did but i had to let you go and i chose again and again to let it die i died again and again a love so strong a pain so…

How good it is when I feel whole, complete, not lacking anything at all. And i feel this way when I am with you... nothing needs to be said, i can just sit and be still.

This is a good place for me to be....it does me good to remember this. God around me God within me there's nothing i need to fear always remember you're here

This songs reminds me that this is the moment i have. No longer looking for the dawn for the dawn is here. This is the moment this is the moment that i've been waiting for I've been waiting for the dawn and the dawn is coming soon

Here is the "more complete" track I promised with backing vocals. A song about loving the real me...who do i see when i look in the mirror? Do I love what I see?....i really want to. your wooden fingers have felt before and now they…

This is an old one...just wanted to share it. Do you feel the tears fall fall from heaven gathering as puddles at your feet does it stain your shoes? if i stay long...no I won't i won't bare it any longer do you feel the heart sigh…

this song speaks of the putting aside of guilt and walking hand in hand with my inner self into each and every day...rejoicing. I've worn the robe of the guilty i've let this tyranny take me to the bottom of the ocean no more will i suffocate…

I'm learning to 'listen' to the 'flow' of life all around me and not get so caught up in little things that don't really matter. Learning to enjoy! Life is good... The river runs and i look into it i see myself in a million faces there…

I don't want to leave you I don't want to turn and walk the other way i don't want to leave you even though you've never heard my name and i rise from my grave as if the world was mine to save you were so cold and lonely your offer…

learning....forever learning to look beyond the circumstance, look beyond the pain, and maybe find peace through the pain.... in my valleys in my darkest hours when the water has risen so high there's no support to be found I'm battered…

This song was inspired by the Life of Pi...and yes, i feel like a drifter at times, floating, going no where. I've been drifting i've been drifting for days going no where being driven by the waves driven mad by the wind and her voices…

Ok...here's another one for the rpm. Just got thinking about religion, God, truth, love, unity. Been reading the "The life of Pi" - well anyway it got the gears turning. Again, enjoy and if you'd like to, tell me what you think. Much peace…

this is just the basics...give it a listen and let me know what you think. It's all rather raw...lots more to be done. :)

who am I trying to please?

sometimes I am just sick of smiling...pretending all is ok when in fact it is not. Just wanting to scream ...dropping the barrier i hide behind.