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i watched your features soften
i saw surprise leave your eyes
no hugging, no learning

you’ll never know how hard it was
for me to never touch or hold you close

i hope that when you think of me you’ll laugh and think of what you chose instead

i feel your breath on my hand
you peek through the holes in my heart

beg like a dog, and you’ll get yanked
no hugging no learning