V1 of all the bad feelings that are trying to take over me I don't know which one to choose all the fears, sadness and anxiety Pre Chorus 1 since the first time I saw you you seemed to be some love from a past life I couldn't stop thinking…

V1 In the end, will we have what we both want? or in my dreams for you I’ll be haunt? I can hear God whispering telling me that you were made for me Pre Chorus 1 but my fear and my traumas it’s here and I can’t see a future for me living…

V1 in the background and on the surface don't hear any sound can’t see any face Pre Chorus 1 I tried to look around I tried to do what you say but nothing I’ve found only my own grave Chorus I hate waking up I hate getting up…

V1 did you know how much you changed my life? because it still hurting me inside and sometimes also the outside can you please silence the voices in my mind? Pre Chorus 1 we were just kids at the time and now we are growing at least…

V1 almost a decade the suffering still the same no hope, no faith only in my dreams like every day Pre Chorus 1 I can see your face I feel like I’m finally safe I can almost hear you say that we were both made for each other Chorus…

it’s christmas time and I feel so sad it’s christmas time and I don’t have nothing to celebrate it’s christmas time and I want to die it’s christmas time and I don’t have anything to celebrate in my life but it’s christmas time

I waited for you I loved you and I still do that’s why I’m so blue I wished to find you I tried to change the truth but now you’re gone and now it’s all done and I know how to run I know how to move on but I think I’m used to loving…

V1 life is my oldest friend the cherries dry in my kitchen do you know why I miss them? I think I’m addicted to them Pre Chorus 1 and you are included in those who made me sad and those who just left they are gone and have no regrets…

V1 when I wake up and my only friend ask me how I am I know what I have to say but I don’t want to be his burden Pre Chorus 1 so I just lie and tell him that I’m fine but actually I want to die cause I’ve been looked inside my own…

V1 dead flowers the sun melting on our heads no one is helping Pre Chorus 1 fruit-flavored cigarettes christians sinning no love left but I still loving Chorus you said you don't love me and you never will but you want to see…