Burden

Sorslin

Lyrics
Everyone is screaming in my head
Telling me what to do
I just get out of bed
’Cause I only feel sleepy until noon

I’m locked inside
Inside my own mind
If this is life
I prefer to die

If they wake me up every day
Asking me how I am
I know what I have to say
But I don’t want to be a burden to them

So I just lie
Actually I want to die

The voices are silent for a few hours
When I take those magic pills
But I can’t always take them
Because besides the mind
There is also the body

If I had a time machine
I would go back to the day
My parents planned to conceive me
And make them change their mind
And abort this idea

I’m locked inside
Inside my own mind
If this is life
I prefer to die

I could end it all
With all my problems
But I would hurt
The few people that left