[2002] Beats & Vegetables Vol.I

i had the idea of having a strong drum track through something...a drum track that built up through the track...but then i started to mess with the track and ended up with three different versions that i am rather attached to...other versions…

experimenting as i usually do...messing with pitchshifting...there's a part that almost disorientates you...i really like the way this turned out.........

a sinister violence...a quiet violence...the violence of tears...the violence of sorrow...the violence of hurt, distrust, betrayal...the violence of loss, coping, longing...the violence in my heart.........

no story to tell...was experimenting with a few things - this is the 'drum' version - a naked version of this can be heard on myspace...the drum samples are pitchshifted almost to oblivion...the title came about by accident...

a song written for someone - he is the monster in my thoughts...there is another version of this song which will be uploaded to myspace...

inspired by the master of the dark who happens to be my bandmate in The Grave Dominion... i wanted to write something dark and haunting...something that took its time but had an urgency about it too...

this song is about not being able to sleep alone...missing the sound of his breathing...