sometimes I am just sick of smiling...pretending all is ok when in fact it is not. Just wanting to scream ...dropping the barrier i hide behind.

who am I trying to please?

this is just the basics...give it a listen and let me know what you think. It's all rather raw...lots more to be done. :)

I don't want to leave you I don't want to turn and walk the other way i don't want to leave you even though you've never heard my name and i rise from my grave as if the world was mine to save you were so cold and lonely your offer…

I'm human....I bleed. I guess i need to remember that....I'm not superhuman and I won't save the world. The opposite usually occurs...I am swept away in the bleeding of my mind, the bleeding of my heart, my desperate needs and unholy wants…

this is just the basics...give it a listen and let me know what you think. It's all rather raw...lots more to be done. :)

Ok...here's another one for the rpm. Just got thinking about religion, God, truth, love, unity. Been reading the "The life of Pi" - well anyway it got the gears turning. Again, enjoy and if you'd like to, tell me what you think. Much peace…

This song was inspired by the Life of Pi...and yes, i feel like a drifter at times, floating, going no where. I've been drifting i've been drifting for days going no where being driven by the waves driven mad by the wind and her voices…

learning....forever learning to look beyond the circumstance, look beyond the pain, and maybe find peace through the pain.... in my valleys in my darkest hours when the water has risen so high there's no support to be found I'm battered…