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I sent a message
Have you read it?
One more refresh, I'll be fretting free
I've been ghosted like a dead man
Haunted and cursed
I didn't get affection
Don't know why
Has it vanished in the ether?
It should be something that I crave…
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I place a dust sheet over chairs
Where we would sit, hold each other tenderly
No need to dwell on it
No need to dwell here for long
It feels like time has moved
Where we spilt wine and paint all on carpet tessellations
Conversations empty…
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In my head
All the time
Relentless
Tieing me down
In my room
Now and forever on repeat
It won't leave me
I reject those who help me
I'm ashamed:
You think me weak
It's lasting then
Did I mention
It destroys me
All of the time…
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Thrown around town
Wind in your face
Picking up discards, push handcarts
In this town
Jump overboard
You're pushed overboard
There clearly is a difference: you're flotsam lost or jetsam cold
Jump overboard
You're pushed overboard…
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I'm doing my best here
So cut me some slack dear
I'm always in focus
Maybe not on things you chose for us
I'm trying real hard here
Stuck out in the yard dear
It isn't my comfort zone
Even though you think I call it home
I'm doing…
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Feeling that something's looming
Why, I feel low sounds in my head that shouldn't be there
And when the storm it breaks
O'er the hill, 'bove the tree high
Crack and spark now to fade
Get inside
Leave home, keep dry
All around you is…
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I think that I'm
Incapable of thought
I craft and work
As that's what I've been taught
But see no joy in Rothko or Matisse
Their brushstrokes leave me cold
A value you can't teach
Teach me to feel pain
Teach me how to love
I think that…
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*Liner Notes*
"Curving and Something Else" has ended up being about memory loss, in the bleak, end-of-life, Alzheimer's way.
I'm not a a sufferer (yet!), just an observer. I write songs in this melancholic style ... which requires an sympathetic…
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