Smoke and burnt organs Dry teeth and mouth Fire and noses Sore throat Trembling fingers Cold hands I only knew when to stop When to start again And I choose the time to start I choose the time of my death Or as close as possible…

The relief that comes with death The total and absolute darkness But also the brightest light there is That blinds my spiritual eyes The sound of angels singing And loved ones who have gone before me Telling me how much they miss me And…

It’s christmas time and I feel so sad It’s christmas time and I don’t have nothing to celebrate It’s christmas time and I want to die It’s christmas time and I don’t have anything to celebrate in my life But it’s christmas time

Your hands around my neck They are getting harder every day Every day they are harder more and more And I lose my breath a little bit more I'm already going unconscious With the constant pressure of your strong hands Losing the little…

I've been living in a ghost town With cold rocks and toxic rain My little heart doesn't beat anymore There is nothing left to lose There is nothing left to gain I’ve been fallen to the ground Like an angel falls from heaven And the sky…

Crooked paths Endless crossroads I walk through them all Fogs and sandstorms Arid and unfruitful I live on a planet that has not yet been discovered Evils do not exist Rats or wolves It is safe here Safe only from all this But it…