What's Wrong With Me

Butterfly Division

I stare at my reflection like it’s someone I don’t know
Every smile feels borrowed, every laugh is just for show
People say I’m doing fine, but they don’t see inside
The storms I try to silence, the fears I try to hide

I keep asking strangers for directions to my heart
But nobody’s got the map to where the healing starts

What’s wrong with me? Please tell me
Why I feel lost in my own skin
Why every win feels empty
And every loss cuts deep within
What’s wrong with me? Please help me
I’m tired of pretending I’m strong
I just need someone to say
I’m not broken, just holding on

I wear my past like armor, but it’s heavy on my chest
All these “what ifs” and “should haves” never let me rest
I compare my life to dreams I see online
Wonder why I’m always falling behind

I keep chasing perfect, but it runs away
Guess I’m scared of who I’ll be if I finally stay
What’s wrong with me? Please tell me
Why my heart won’t let me breathe
Why I’m my own worst enemy
And I don’t know how to leave
What’s wrong with me? Please help me
I’m screaming quietly inside
I just need someone to say
It’s okay to not be fine

Maybe I’m not broken
Just bending in the rain
Maybe all this hurting
Is proof I still feel pain
Maybe I don’t need fixing
Just someone who believes
That I’m more than my doubts
And everything I see

What’s wrong with me? I asked it
But now I’m starting to see
There’s nothing wrong with trying
To be who I can be
What’s wrong with me? Nothing
I’m just learning to grow
I’m still standing, still breathing
Still finding my own road
So if you’re asking yourself tonight
What’s wrong with me, please tell me
Maybe the answer is simple
You’re human, and that’s plenty