Cheapen: I don't care anymore Sometimes I remember I don't need any single one of you I just need to borrow a pleasant night or two My life I make so strong My life I made obscene My life is everything they all want to be But my life is still…

Silence: i hold hatred in my heart from everything i've seen sometimes it slips all the way out bleeding out until i become obscene don't leave me alone too long locked up in my own thoughts don't leave me here all alone hemorrahaging…

Dedicated to my grandfather, and not dedicated to a few people... especially a certain one named "bob". Lyrics: the last true gentleman is dead. i’d ask you to care, but you can’t begin to understand what that means. i’d ask you to mourn…

... just a polite request... :) Check out the video! Lyrics: we won't be until you end this bull s--t Close the f--king door Why debate, he does not measure up to me any day/way/place Why debate, I'd measure my c--- to this degenerate…

...almost a love song ... - ish. deal with it, and don't come to expect it from here. Scent ===== I can smell your perfume on my body *scent of the chase i need what i want, this is on Invigorating my sense of taste for your world Making…

*Now with video!* "progress and decay" -- slightly modified and tainted with words :) Entropy ======= this is the natural order moving towards chaos with the speed of 'light' under darkened wings feathers affixed like my broken…

Progress and Decay is an instrumental -- that's right, completely untainted by my words ;) ...third track this weekend... i'm starting to feel like i'm in the rpm challenge or something :)

Choices (midnight) ================== Words don't mean anything I've watched so many words burn down Passionate things like good intents most take them to their graves Everything I've ever loved It's all gone away If I don't love you…

Icarus Syndrome =============== In darkness I have flown In darkness I have died Dead and dreaming to a world of absolutely nothing that I find Am I really lost? Am I really gone? Choices have consequence At least we know where ours are…

...finally unpacked my new house enough to create music again :D ...enjoy! Take a Way ========== // Take this as take away // Do I need to stay away? // Tell me what's in your way // Take this as take away // Do I need to walk…

The first of the next album! Check out the video that features a bunch of equally disturbing imagery I drew. Lyrics: Darkness consumed me All you need know Darkness became me It's all I ever grow Darkness is me All I seed and all I grow Darkness…

Lyrics: Leaving, never felt so right this home of apathy Relieving, everything wronged could be right another way You thought I couldn't stand a chance in my faded light You thought you'd sold all your stock before the system failed // You thought…

Lyrics: home it's where the heart was when you cared but i don't go there anymore we don't go there anymore and let's face it she was never really there despite all and everything she breathed to me i thought in confidence because she…

Lyrics: ====== I hate you when you breathe. Could you stop? Waking up is hard to do when sleep never comes But your ugly faces woke me up... Callous sycophants I know you too well to rest again I'll stay up forever. I'll be ready I've seen…

dedicated to a pretty girl I know... :P also note there is a meager attempt at video for this song! Lyrics: ====== smile for me, pretty girl smile for me, please i'd do anything you want to get you to acknowledge me but i breathe…

Lyrics: ====== I'm trying so hard you must hate me i'm trying so hard disgrace me always i'm trying so hard to be good enough again

Lyrics: ====== decay fragility is here to stay rot away delicately - permanant decay what makes you think i need anything today what makes you think i could care that i've been left this way nothing coincides with nothing but your lies nothing…

Lyrics: ====== I need to be better next time I want to be someone you can't do this to I need to be untouchable by you I will learn to be everything actually worse than all of you I know what makes your kind hate me, I'll be worse than that…

Lyrics: ====== I need to find Something to make me feel inside I need to find Someone to make me feel alive I need to be Something more than a worthless whore I need to be Anything someone could adore // Every day creeps by the same // When…

Lyrics: Rain Falls down on me Falls down everywhere but you I I need to find a way To drag you back to this decay // It's a good thing you don't ask forgiveness // Because I can't forgive this // It's a good thing you don't beg forgiveness…