Within The Eye Of The Beholder - Depressed Promo

Within The Eye Of The Beholder

LYRICS -

I laugh to my fucking self when you say that i got issues
its all you fucking fault i say as i reach out for the tissues
they catch my tears once more as i let the pain slip away
but no amount of cryings gonna change the way i feel today
dark clouds in my sky no sun brightens my life
pain,hurt,dissapointment struggle and strife
nothing comes easy to me nothing handed on a plate
im so unreliable at my funeral id turn up late
and watch as they hang their heads down in somber and sadness
DID YOU EVER FUCKING HELP ME OR CLENSE ME OF THIS MADNESS
no you laughed and joked cause i was different to yourself
WELL THANK THE FUCKING LORD FOR YOUR STABLE MENTAL HEALTH
your having a down day theyd say you woke up the wrong side of the bed
pop some fucking happy pills that will clear you head
but they dont work as i reach for another drink
it clears my concious and no more i will think

D STANDS FOR DRUGS MORE U PERSCRIBE
E IS FOR THE EMPTYNESS THAT I HOLD INSIDE
P IS PISSED OFF LIKE I AM ALL THE TIME
R IS FOR RHYME MY WORDS AND THEIR MINE
E EVALUATE MY HEALTH WITH A FUCKING TEST
S IS STRESS THATS WHY MY HEADS IN A MESS
S SO STOP I CANT TAKE NO MORE
DEPRESSED ON TO VERSE 2 AND IL TELL YOU THE SCORE

ON MY TV SET THEIRS DOOM AND GLOOM
EMPTY BOTTLES PILED HIGH AROUND THIS ROOM
STRESS WASHING AWAY EVERY DROP I CONSUME
IM NOT PISSED YET BUT I WILL BE VERY SOON
EMINEM STICK ME ON FUCKING MTV
CAUSE I TELL YOU HOW IT IS IN THIS WORLD I SEE
SAME SHIT SAME PLACES SAME OLD FACES I SEE
SAME MORNING ROUTINE CIGARETTE A CUP OF TEA
LIKE A CLOCK ANNOYING, TICK TOCK TICK
SPINNING MERRY GO ROUND AND IT MAKES ME FUCKING SICK
BUT NO MORE SHUT MY FEELINGS NO MORE RUN AND HIDE
IM ON THIS ROLLER COASTER AND ITS MY FUCKING RIDE
SO HOP ON YE IF YOU WANNA PARTY WITH ME
YOU WONT LAST A DAY BEING JAMIE ANDREW KEY
CAUSE MY LYRICS SPIT SICK AND MY THOUGHTS CRIMINAL
CHECK OUT THE CHORUS WHERE THE SHIT GETS SUBLIMINAL

D STANDS FOR DRUGS MORE U PERSCRIBE
E IS FOR THE EMPTYNESS THAT I HOLD INSIDE
P IS PISSED OFF LIKE I AM ALL THE TIME
R IS FOR RHYME MY WORDS AND THEIR MINE
E EVALUATE MY HEALTH WITH A FUCKING TEST
S IS STRESS THATS WHY MY HEADS IN A MESS
S SO STOP I CANT TAKE NO MORE
DEPRESSED ON TO VERSE 3 WHERE THIS SHIT GETS HARDCORE

SO I MADE A CHANGE GRABBED A PEN AND A PAD
WROTE DOWN WHAT I THOUGHT WHEN EVERYONE THINKS YOUR MAD
ME THE CRAZY GUY WHAT IF IM THE SANE ONE
WHAT IF MY DADS GOD AND IM HIS SON
THATS HOW CRAZY PEOPLE THINK DO I THINK LIKE THAT NO
DO I LOOK FUCKING CRAZY SHOULD I BE IN A FREAK SHOW
THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH ME ITS YOU THATS THE PROBLEM
SO GO GET YOURSELF A DOCTOR AND IL ASK HIM TO SOLVE THEM
CAUSE I GET PAID TO WRITE SO I AINT GOT THE TIME
I JUST POKE A STICK AT YOU IN THE SENTANCES I RHYME
IL LOCK YOU UP AND IL SHUT YOU DOWN
IM THAT FUCKING JUDGE NOW I GOT THE GAVEL WIG N GOWN
AND I SENTANCE YOU TO SHUT UP AND LISTEN WHAT I SAY
IM A RUN AWAY FREIGHT TRAIN SO GET OUT OF THE WAY
STAND BACK IN AWE AT EVERYTHING I SAID
CAUSE I CAN DO THIS RAP SHIT STANDING ON MY HEAD !

D STANDS FOR DRUGS MORE U PERSCRIBE
E IS FOR THE EMPTYNESS THAT I HOLD INSIDE
P IS PISSED OFF LIKE I AM ALL THE TIME
R IS FOR RHYME MY WORDS AND THEIR MINE
E EVALUATE MY HEALTH WITH A FUCKING TEST
S IS STRESS THATS WHY MY HEADS IN A MESS
S SO STOP I CANT TAKE NO MORE
DEPRESSED YE YOU KNOW THIS SHITS HARDCORE