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Did you know how much you changed my life?
Because it still hurting me inside
And sometimes also the outside
Can you please silence the voices in my mind?
We were just kids at the time
And now we are growing
At least I supossed…
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I like to have control of my life
And my feelings and my mind
But there’s only the bad side
Inside me and in the outside
So just give me some morphine
Heroin or maybe an amphetamine
I wish I could stay sober
I wish I had control…
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If I kill you
I’ll have to kill myself too
If you kill me
You will have to kill you too
I am you
You are me
You can’t survive without me
I cant survive without you
My defects
And my flaws
My scars
Physical and emotional
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I waited for you
I loved you
And I still do
That’s why I’m so blue
I wished to find you
I tried to change the truth
But now you’re gone
And now it’s all done
And I know how to run
I know how to move on
But I think I’m used…
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Almost a decade
The suffering still the same
No hope, no fate
Only in my dreams
Like every day
I can see your face
I feel like I’m finally safe
I can almost hear you say
That we were both made
For each other
And then everything…
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every moment
each day
searching
for something
someone
to feel
know
care
every face
each friend
rejection
and its too much
too much
too much
to bear
it's been a long
long
time coming
it's a long
long
way home
every moment
each inch of time…
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Helplessly
But then sometimes in the colorless light of a hazy windy moonlit night, the feeling haunts you like you've known that you would always be alone.
But then sometimes in the sparkling sun, you think of things you should have done…
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The story of everyone's life.
I tried again, after I learned it a bit better.
I took my love, I took it down
Climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Till the landslide brought me down…
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[Verse 1]
I just got done with a slog
Hard to see with the fog
I try to stay in my log cabin
I recall what’s on the other side
Which is a far off planet
I’m there, I astral project but
I am still where I have been
Back in this damn project…
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