9 tracks by Ailew
In the end, will we have what we both want?
or in my dreams for you I'll be haunt?
I can hear God whispering
telling me that you were made for me
but my fear and my traumas its here
and i can’t see a future for me
living the way i live…
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in the background
and on the surface
don't hear any sound
can’t see any face
i tried to look around
i tried to do what you say
but nothing I’ve found
only my own grave
i hate waking up
i hate getting up
i hate breathing
i hate living…
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did you know how much you changed my life?
because it still hurting me inside
and sometimes also the outside
can you please silence the voices in my mind?
we were just kids at the time
and now we are growing
at least i supossed to be…
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almost a decade
the suffering still the same
no hope, no faith
only in my dreams
like every day
i can see your face
i feel like I’m finally safe
i can almost hear you say
that we were both made
for each other
and then everything…
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it's christmas time and i feel so sad
it's christmas time and i don't have nothing to celebrate
it's christmas time and i want to die
it's christmas time and i don't have anything to celebrate in my life
but it's christmas time
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i waited for you
i loved you
and i still do
that’s why I’m so blue
i wished to find you
i tried to change the truth
but now you’re gone
and now it’s all done
and i know how to run
i know how to move on
but i think I’m used to loving…
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life is my oldest friend
the cherries dry in my kitchen
do you know why I miss them?
i think i am addicted to them
and you are included
in those who made me sad
and those who just left
they are gone and have no regrets
it seems like…
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when I wake up
and my only friend ask me how I am
I know what I have to say
but I don’t want to be his burden
so i just lie
and tell him that i’m fine
but actually i want to die
cause i’ve been looked inside
my own mind
if this is…
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dead flowers
the sun melting
on our heads
no one is helping
fruit-flavored cigarettes
christians sinning
no love left
but i still loving
you said you don't love me
and you never will
but you want to see me happy
so i beg you to…
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