So this is something from earlier tonite but neat not to mention minimal effects on thought and time.

turned on but muted the light, the camera, the suicide what drove you to the rafters? wrist cut your dreams wrist cut your dreams a ghost who had it all, so it seemed friends with the talking heads the blond on the weather channel held your…

It is my desire to free the inner child, to see like a child sees, to be in awe of my surroundings. Wake up, little child, come out of hiding I don't, i don't want to hurt you anymore I want to see the world through your eyes.

This song describes the part of my life journey that i find myself in these days. Seeking inward peace, knowing that I must continue to search....

sometimes I am just sick of smiling...pretending all is ok when in fact it is not. Just wanting to scream ...dropping the barrier i hide behind.

who am I trying to please?