Too Many

X P

wrote this song back in 2017 when i had too many thoughts i wanted to express in music, so i wrote a song about having that instead of the thoughts themselves lol…
not 100% how i’d like it to have turned out, but i like it all the same… especially given my limited resources at this time …

lyrics -

too many words to say
but none of them feel right
‘i hate you’ just won’t suffice
i know i’ll survive
like i did before
before you

too many thoughts of you
like my subconscious can’t let go
i know i’ll never forget you
unlike you

i know it wasn’t easy
but at least i goddamn tried
i know it wasn’t easy
but at least i never lied

too many words to say to you
but not enough time
‘i loved you’ just won’t suffice
i know i’ll be fine
like before
before you

(instrumental break that ideally would have a fun electric guitar riff or a saxophone solo… but it doesn’t so sorry bout that lol)

too many thoughts of you
too many unwanted dreams
you didn’t have to get up and just leave
i begged you please
please stay

i know it won’t be easy
but i guess that’s just the truth
i know it won’t be easy
but i’ve done all i can do X3

it was actually nice to record a ‘new’ song for once instead of another redo of an old recording lol… hopefully will upload more new stuff??? no promises but that’s the plan anyway…