locked door to my soul

phantasm777

a song about releasing past pains, or trying to. about learning from the past and trying hard to move on

                             locked door to my soul ©

ive been through better times
but lost my mind all the time
been through better years
facing fears aint all it appears

i know im not innocent
but then again who is?

traveling through the years of my life
trying to do the right thing
day and night

seeing all the people i like
and i gotta ask why
they do this

you can only change yourself
so i reflect and open up
the locked door to my soulllll

i think im getting better now
a lot more open then i was before
too many heartaches and backstabs
that finaly made me shut the door

didnt expect to live this long
it seems im alive cause of my songs
such a hard time i had livin
it still is but i got to go on

now i see the sun clearer
and nearer is love to me
i can see all the things
that only fucked up me

thank god i held in there
i really thought i was doomed
but no i hold on tight
and dont ever wanna be consumed