Lyrics: Something broke loose in life Something is wrong inside Everyday is the same. I don't know why I lie to myself. I don't know what my life devoid of content serves, just that I'm still here. Still falling. Still waiting for you to…

How can anyone love me if i don't love myself again from the Begingings tapes

Walking into the room for the first time after she has gone again from the Beginings Tapes

The first cracks in the new relationship start to show from the Beginings Tapes

A crazy time in an old cold farmhouse with no coal. The Beginings Tapes

A piano chorale I wrote last year. A little Chopin, a little Granados, a little Dario Marianelli for influences.

Recorded in 2006. ambient, Ambien, muy bien. *opens window and takes deep breath* Backwards electric piano through a ring modulator and an echo, then processed to death in WaveLab.

Recorded in 2008. Fuzz guitar through an old DDL into a pitch transposer, recorded in one pass with no edits or overdubs. Just a minute noodle doodle, really, but it's gonna go somewhere. Honest!

from the new CD "Orange" You can feel the sameness, all around Beat tomorrow, into the ground, a-ha It's just the weight of sound You can smell forgiveness, if you try And hold back sorrow until you cry, a-ha It's just the weight of sound…

Recorded in 2009 for RPM Challenge. Joe Silence - organ and synth bass Guitar by Giahni Burik.

slow beginning

finding meaning in nothing new. Mon Apr 7, 2008, 1:21 AM Mood: Lazy Listening to: "next other" 74:25 min song I wrote Reading: spacetime bororo of brazil by S. M. Fabian Watching: tracy like trails into the nite Playing: Apophysis Eating: brain…

like should i mix this one with the last one to see what I get you know in the track for track form :>>

this track is part of an album i'm writing, rpm-style, for my wife for the winter holidays

.. only words will remain when the $h!t hits the fan. It was a quote from an older song I wrote [Terrestrial Epitaph In Shortwave], and I felt the need to develop it further here. It amazes me how much free advice there is out there etched…