Subsidence

In my head
All the time
Relentless
Tieing me down

In my room
Now and forever on repeat
It won’t leave me

I reject those who help me
I’m ashamed:
You think me weak

It’s lasting then
Did I mention
It destroys me
All of the time

Repeating themes
Did I mention
When I wake up
’til it subsides
’til it subsides