used 2 loving u

Lyrics
I waited for you
I loved you
And I still do
That’s why I’m so blue
I wished to find you
I tried to change the truth

But now you’re gone
And now it’s all done
And I know how to run
I know how to move on

But I think I’m used to loving you
I’m used to accrue

All the pain I’ve been feeling
And all the scars too
The scars in my heart
The scars in my soul
And in my arms

This can’t be solved
I cannot hold
All the words
That you told
When I was humiliating myself
Asking you for help
Asking god for help

To you come back
To the pain I felt
Would not be allowed to come with me to hell
My personal hell
The hell I’ve been living by myself

‘Cause it was already hard
But now the angels and the demons
Just taked me apart
From my innocent heart

What do you have that can help me?
Something fast so I can forget about him
What did he left behind in my life?
Why did I have to discover this other side?
The other side where my shadow lives
Now I need to find what I never wanted to miss

I need to fight against all I’ve wished
And I still wish
And I still wish

I still wish you
I still love you
We both know it’s the saddest truth
You know I still do
You know I still feeling
The pain
The tears
That is falling down my face
I wished you stayed

I wish I don’t feel all of this
When I remember you
Or when I meet someone with the same name as you
Or with the same surname as you

Or when I accidentally see a picture of you
That was lost somewhere on my cellphone
Or a picture of someone
That looks like you

Sometimes it’s just a little bit
But it makes me think to quit
Quit to live
Quit to try to fits

In all this mess
And just forget
Quiet to fix
All my life
And just regret
All I lived
Since the day
I meet you