Maybe find another queen

thetworegs

Like the majority I am a survivor of divorce and there is not many things in life to match the loss that one feels after a failed marriage . After all you were in it for the long haul, you have to take time to look at and after yourself and heal before carrying on into the new world that awaits you…

Maybe find another queen

Get out and don’t come back
I don’t want to see you again
Ever
It’s over
Those words haunt you

It’s brutal
It’s hard
To face a truth alone
That love the affair is over and gone
You believe life is want
You believe life is need
You believe there’s nothing that could ever fulfil you

You drown In self
pity
No one could ever feel as bad as you
This loss of love
And All that pain
It’s only you

But you’ve got to stop telling yourself lies
That she was beautiful down to her soul
She was never wrong
That she was always right
It was you that was wrong
every single time
She did no wrong
It was all your fault

She was your queen

She loved you so

But I’m afraid your wrong
cause why doesn’t she answer the phone

your still telling yourself lies
You hurt yourself
time and time again
It’s like watching an old film hoping the end will change
But nothing will ever top the pain

In fact you need the pain to finally
Cauterize
scares
And heal the heart

And you become new
start to realise You were choking in there
Suffocating
Now you can breath
your you again
Its scary
but addictive
You can live with abandon
You can go out every night if you want to
Or stay in and work on yourself

Work on your life that you dreamed
Get rid of that want
Get rid of that need
Find yourself
Maybe even look for another queen