The 9th of June

thetworegs

Reg got the banjo of the wall and started a sad song as her remembers back to the 9th of June whey back when he was 21 and betrothed, but he just couldn’t commit……

                The 9th of June

Its the 9th of June
The day is finally here
Its time to go get wed
Inside Ii’m uneasy with fear
Is this what I really what I want
I’m only 21 it feels wrong
Why does life feel its already and goner
I got drunk last night
My head was in a spin
I started to question
This predicament that I’m in
Yes I think i love her
but what if its only need
And need dissapears with time
Like lust when you’ve released your seed
It vanishes
The church bells are ringing
They Echo throughout the church
Calling to all the guests in turn to sit and to learn
As the vicar reads from the testement
Of family life and love
Inside I’m in termiol
Given to me from the god up above
Should I commit
I surely should know if I can commit
To this women
I am bestowed
Its the 9th of June and the sun shines
Everybody smiles
I’m smiling on the outside
But on the inside I need to scream
I don’t think I can do this
I’m just a young man
And I don’t think I’m truly in love
I think I’m in a situation where I can’t go through with this
I’m going to have to say
The church bells are ringing
They Echo throughout the church
And the chior is singing
Soon the words of commitment
will be coming out of my mouth
Really I’ve got to say something
Cause I have this doubt
Is it just nerves
Should I buckle up and just do
Or should I say something and stop it
The vicar asks the question will I take her for my wife
I look her her in her eye and the words come out
No
I say I’m sorry
But I can’t do this now
I’d be lying to you and myself
The bells are ringing
The sun dies shine
Shes crying
I’m in the car
I’m alone
The driver drives me back to the house
I pack a suitcase
shove it in my car
I drive up the hill to the woods and sit quielty
its bizar
I undo the tie from my neck as I think about what I’ve done
But I think I’ve done the right thing
and run
Its the 9th of June and the sun shines