tonycee's favorite tracks
by tonycee
- 01. Something for the Pain by Preset1 3:09
- 02. The Living Years 5:46
- 03. better still 3:32
- 04. As If It Really Matters (Acoustic Demo) 3:56
- 05. I Like This Girl 3:28
- 06. Reminders 2:28
- 07. Have You Ever Seen The Rain 2:05
- 09. Crazy Little Thing Called Hate 4:25
- 10. Everything is Fragile 6:04
- 11. God Loves Me But... 2:22
- 12. Miss Celie's Folkspants 2:38
- 13. I'm a Dirt Road Traveler - 6:10:24, 10.24 AM 4:23
- 14. I Was Raised a Little Wild - 5:23:21, 10.20 AM 3:54
- 15. Howl at the Moon 4:33
- 16. Happiness 3:49
- 17. Fading Hard 4:08
- 18. Supernova (RPM 2021) 2:28
- 19. 02 Too Deep 2:41
- 20. Silver Pillow 4:49
- 21. (As Far As) I Can See 4:27
- 22. Not Taking Away 3:29
- 23. Thetworegs Spitfire orchestra 5:43
- 24. Little Moon 4:58
- 25. Eyes of an Innocent Child - Short Version 2:46
- 26. Another Mixed Up Day 4:21
- 27. Reach You 4:27
- 28. I Wish That You Were Still Here 3:21
- 29. TBone Shuffle 4:07
- 30. St James Infirmary 5:45
- 31. Out on the tiles 4:22
- 32. take no more 2024 08 02 3:32
- 33. The Deep End (Losing It) 3:30
- 34. Sonne 4:40
- 35. I Can't Afford To Be Poor 1:47
- 36. On the Astral Plane 3:08
- 37. Wrongturn Preacher Downtown Blues - TK3- 11:17:17, 11.29 AM 3:22
- 38. We'll Be Gone 4:11
- 39. Tuesday feeling 5:02
- 40. These Blues Just Won't Be Satisfied - TK4 - 12:1:17, 3.26 PM 4:39
- 41. Moonglow - 11:7:24, 11.44 AM 2:46
- 42. The Man i am 3:57
- 43. Burn 5:26
- 44. Postcards from Neptune 3:26
- 45. Jimi Jam 4:27
- 46. The verge of sanity 3:58
- 47. Just a minute 2:58
- 48. practice121203 4:09
- 50. The Bucket List Song 2:50
- 51. Little bit of love 4:21
- 52. Gracelandia 5:09
- 53. Life Sentence Retirement Plan 2:18
- 54. December - Closure 2:43
- 55. Winter Solstice 3:05
- 56. blut geleckt 18.12.2024 2:41
- 57. Life After Music 4:16
- 58. Memphis. 4 4:16
- 59. Wrapped Up 4:02
- 60. Soul Glo 0:47
- 61. You Rang The Bell 3:04
- 62. _IDEA - B C# G# E 1:29
- 63. Well now I feel Old (Distinct Kincking Motion Cover) 3:20
- 64. obsession (So?ing Machine's Appropriate Mix) 4:20
- 65. Happy New Year 3:12
- 66. Ghost Town 3:22
- 67. Gas Hed 4:49
- 68. Elation Station 5:07
- 69. Shipwrecked 5:04
- 70. Still Here v3 2:20
- 71. Wisdom hurry up 3:51
- 72. No Deeper Meaning (2025 Version) 2:52
- 73. 01 My Mic 0:59
- 74. On An Alien Sea 2:29
- 76. I Hung My Head 4:11
- 77. Feb 2 2:16
- 78. Another Year Older (acoustic demo) 2:55
- 79. Oh Darlin’ 5:40
- 80. Through My Tears demo 3:14
- 81. Who Is My Neighbour (Acoustic Demo) 2:53
- 82. the woman you love 3:21
- 83. Unfiltered Thoughts ( demo ) 7:05
- 84. At the Drop of a Hat 2:33
- 85. Snowing on the Prairie 2:36
- 86. Trying To Get To Heaven (The Wrong Mix) 3:07
- 87. 2 3:38
- 88. Actually Minimalist ( chowtape 16x ) 1:57
- 89. Born For Trouble 2:53
- 90. Your memory fades 4:58
- 91. Why did God give us thought? 5:04
- 92. The Strange Case of Big Wheel Sideshow - Part 3 30:42
- 93. A Canadian watching a Dutch man, Japanese car, American AWACs in the background 1:19
- 94. Ashes, Ashes 4:24
- 95. Waiting 3:56
- 96. Stay 5:24
- 97. Mysteriously 4:00
- 98. Here or There 3:24
- 99. Walnut Street 3:45
- 100. I'll Follow The Wind 2:56
- 101. Cold Wind Lullaby 3:06
- 102. Satin Doll 2.24.25 - 2:24:25, 11.08 AM 3:28
- 103. Save Us All 3:31
- 104. Fiction 4:10
- 105. The Blatant Lead Single 4:53
- 106. infrastructure for success (rpm) 1:30
- 107. Now That We're Home (acoustic demo) 3:13
- 108. The only thing i feel 3:32
- 109. Guardians Of The Undertones 2_@Rock_RMS_Master 3:36
- 110. Homesick 5:35
- 111. Orbit & Out 4:14
- 112. I Don't Even Trust Me 3:15
- 113. Midday 4:51
- 114. Its better to hate 3:39
- 115. Oh The Water 2:33
- 116. taut, muscular, gruff and cool 2:07
- 117. idontknow 2:42
- 118. 03-17-2025 2:56
- 119. pushin 2025 03 12 3:42
- 120. little black box 2025 03 12 3:13
- 121. What Shall we do with Wollix 3:36
- 122. 03-15-2025 2:20
- 123. Guide My Way (Holy Spirit) 4:18
- 124. Alex Dionisio - Eat Right 4:12
- 125. Simple Twist of Fate 5:19
- 126. Acido Omingo 5:22
- 127. 03-12-2025 part 2 2:37
- 128. Never Mine 4:31
- 129. Climbing 2:49
- 130. Silent Forgiveness 3:49
- 131. Elephants In The Room 3:56
- 132. Chase The Rainbow 2:54
- 133. April 3:48
- 134. so am I 4:14
- 135. Industry Loves Its Work 2:33
- 136. The Dark Harmony 4:54
- 137. Sunday Jazz Brunch 3:12
- 138. Generation Gap 3:47
- 139. Night Club`s Barmen 2:25
- 140. digital synth showcase 1:02
- 141. Cyan Eyed 1:01
- 142. 22MAR2025-0a-01tst01 3:58
- 143. Anchored Through the Storm 3:22
- 144. G minor improv 3:12
- 145. Theme for "Come Blow Your Horn" 1:13
- 146. Please Recompile This Failing House Of Cards 2:17
- 147. LM2013+n - Ted's Meat (The Anthem For Our Age) 3:36
- 148. untouchable race pace 1:09
- 149. Karli & Frank 6:29
- 150. kLUSTerPHUnK 1:18
- 151. Bare Bones 3:41
- 152. Kolęda Równości 4:33
- 153. -loving- longing - DEMO 6:20
- 154. Elektrona Bluz-Main-Take6 1:53
- 155. time variations (on the previous theme) 1:32
- 156. Rektor Set 3:33
- 157. Stupid Crap Tune 4:51
- 158. Gilligan's Shanty 1:29
- 160. the lost pyramid of abu rawash (chow 16x) 2:27
- 162. Leftover Jam 1:58
- 163. Time For A Change 3:10
- 164. Mancation 2025 - Jazz 3:02
- 165. I Can Hear Your Voice (acoustic demo) 3:31
The Deep End (Losing It)
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Coming out of my torpor to regale you with, what Tom calls, a ‘wall of words.’ Guess I’ve been backed up…Had a lot of fun playing with the delay, echoes and reverbs with this one. Thanks to my dad for the new mic! Makes everything super intimate. blush <3Kat
There’s a coziness in going off the deep end
a comfort in being sick
they’ll suspend their expectations
when they see you losing it
You have a power but I guess it has to depend
did someone hold your hand?
did they chase away your shadows?
when you couldn’t understand?
Or did the fear leave you breathless
Left to your own devices?
There’s a freedom in going off the rails
a safety behind these closed doors
It’s sane to surrender to this madness
But only if the choice is yours
so just unplug the phone
Tell yourself it’s another bad day
I’m sorry if I couldn’t bear this flood
my feet sticking in the mud
it’s taken all I have just to keep my head above
I can see how this belief has shaped you
that you’re somehow on your own
now the water’s in your head
and you tumble like a stone
pushing you off the ledges
sanding off all your edges
Doesn’t it feel good to break down?
this feral heart knows what it needs
when your whole world has been upended
and you’ve been swept out to sea
the current that takes you away
Is always there to carry you home
.I’m sorry but I couldn’t bear your flood
it’s taken almost everything I’ve got
to hold myself up to all the things you want for me
If we could only let ourselves give in
Finding strength in this common sin
Would we find ourselves together or alone?
I know that no amount of reason
can reach you in the dark
Sometimes you have to jump into the deep end
let yourself just fall apart
Go ahead, close your eyes, take a breath
and just dive in
Just dive in
