Ode to Pleasure

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A song I wrote in May this year!
I tried to not make the layering too intense in this… hopefully I achieved that lol?
I think the mix has gone a bit weird at the beginning?? sorry about that… might go back and change it at some point in the future lol…

Lyrics:
When will I know it’s all okay
Maybe I was just born this way?
You place your hand upon my cheek
Maybe for once I can fake I’m not weak

Something gnawing at my resolve
let it go, let it go
Something curling up in folds
hurry home, hurry home
Something burning in my soul
and I know, and I know that

It should be easy
To let you please me

What is the point in all this fear
This hole in my chest that won’t disappear
You place your hand against my knee
I watch as my skin is crawling free

Something’s waiting in your eyes
never mind, never mind
Something everyone’s so fine with
but not I, not I
Something shrouded in desire
and I mind, and I mind

It should be easy
To let you please me

Place your head on my shoulder
Stay there till we get older
Run your fingers along my thigh
I promise I won’t flinch
Or I promise I’ll try

When will I know it’s all okay
Maybe I was just born this way…