Suspicion

Dweeb

I was talking to someone about “sus” chords and decided to use as many as I could. The theme of the song came naturally.

I can remember what my mother told me many years ago
There’s a cloud that follows me everywhere I go

She said it sincerely to make me feel better, she had the best intent
(But) to this day I do not know exactly what she meant

I began to have suspicion
There was something I was missing

The pattern continued throughout all the decades, nothing would go right
Everything I wanted simply vanished out of sight

One day I found that what I desired was only to decide
The center of the universe was only here inside

I began to have suspicion
There was something I was missing

They always told me
The secret to life
Was only to win the game

But winning or losing
Result in the end
Is always just the same

Nearing the end of the time I’m allotted I finally realize
There’s no goal to anything, no trophy and no prize

Toss it away or bring it all back remember in the end
Nothing is important but the way you treat a friend

I begin to have suspicion
There is nothing I am missing