Lyrics: ====== I'm trying so hard you must hate me i'm trying so hard disgrace me always i'm trying so hard to be good enough again

i cant even tell you how awesome this song is. but i think whoever lives at 174.129.74.79 can tell you eggzactly how awesome this song is. love the zealotry.

From the album of the same name, this track really was recorded on a dark and stormy night, just to see if any of the elemental turmoil going on outside would lend its ambience to the proceedings. The thunder claps came from a sound effects album…

Another song originally recorded for RPM Challenge 2011, with some slight tweaks in the mix. It was written on the drive home from work and came together pretty quickly.