wasn't even sure what I looked like anymore. Before I got sober, I remember staring at selfies taken on a Motorola Cliq. The grainy images blown up on an HP laptop. Black bags under my eyes, sallow flesh on a sad expression. Who even are you…

wish I still had those shirts. People I'd just met would be staring at my chest for some time, a creeping feeling of unwell shadowing their faces, and they would ask, what's on your shirt. Being able to tell them was likely the highlight of any…

The hot flashes had been the penumbra of an advancing torment. The idea was floated many times that, if I wanted to, I could turn the ship around. I could simply chose to look away from the other worlds I was seeing. That a smart, young, white…

part of the "living life from a bag" series of songs maybe a kind of album

A bit of a strum before a bit of gardening and this one came out ...Thanks for listening If it was only Yesterday If Yesterday is just a day away then why does it feel so far away Those words buzz in my mind Their here to stay They…

was excised like a human tumor from her life, we visited Bobbi-Jo at Dunkin Donuts, where she worked. She gave me a coffee and Pepper asked me to take Brick for a walk so they could spend ten minutes together. I took the coffee and the dog and…

aka Bass VI Times Two with Mood 2

(interpolates lyrics from "I Will" by The Beatles) [Chorus 1] Who knows how long I’ve loved you You know I love you still Will I make it to your hometown? ‘cause you want me to I will When I first had seen you, I didn’t catch your name…

longer section of the supernova II performance last week,..

a performance of the supernova II I did a week ago just now getting to edit it into things.. stub 1 of the bag 55. there are bags 1 and 2 and 3 all about hour long like bag 55,..

Taking the midi file made for one of the 6 guitars where I had created the notes on the ipad,.. I have layered it in 4 parts, the beginning and end parts with two middle parts and then selected new instruments for the midi to use for each of the…

Having a gentle strum on Gib the acoustic then suddenly it got all angsty and the Gretsch and Bass came out remembering powerful emotions from the past..Therapy over its back outside to kill some weeds...

Embrace cacophony