Dandy From Home

If you're looking for an easy way out I got some cyanide pills at my house Shine a light Take control of your life And mine I never loved being left out So let's make it a suicide pact Then when we leave We'll leave together And live…

If this is it I can live with that You're better off gone You're better anyway So long I'm shaving my head Saving the hair Climbing a peak Letting it go The wind picks up the locks And they gently float down the valley They sink…

I traced my name out in the grime With my finger like a knife Waiting in the parking lot For somebody I forgot Watching the dust settle back in place I'm settled in going my own pace Burn through time till it's getting late I do the same…

Life was so long ago What was I so stressed about What did I waste my time on So many centuries Spent doing everything That I could do to find you

I just wanted my life to be so wonderful You could've been there to make it so But now I don't get to see you anymore I just wanted my life to be so wonderful Where did the time go, it's hard to say Harder to remember other peoples' names…

If you're looking for an easy way out I got some cyanide pills at my house Shine a light Take control of your life And mine I never loved being left out So let's make it a suicide pact Then when we leave We'll leave together And live…

If this is it I can live with that You're better off gone You're better anyway So long I'm shaving my head Saving the hair Climbing a peak Letting it go The wind picks up the locks And they gently float down the valley They sink…

I traced my name out in the grime With my finger like a knife Waiting in the parking lot For somebody I forgot Watching the dust settle back in place I'm settled in going my own pace Burn through time till it's getting late I do the same…

Life was so long ago What was I so stressed about What did I waste my time on So many centuries Spent doing everything That I could do to find you

I just wanted my life to be so wonderful You could've been there to make it so But now I don't get to see you anymore I just wanted my life to be so wonderful Where did the time go, it's hard to say Harder to remember other peoples' names…

I need a pen to write down what you said You have a way with words like nobody else Like nobody else I want to get a better view (What did you say) I said I want to see things a little better I'm a big fan of how you write your letters…

I traced my name out in the grime With my finger like a knife Waiting in the parking lot For somebody I forgot Watching the dust settle back in place I'm settled in going my own pace Burn through time till it's getting late I do the same…

I miss the days I'd take my shirt off and complain about the weather What can I even say anymore When did I become the problem I don't want to turn around and do the same things I did Before October Before I knew her Before October…

You remind me of a brilliant shade of violet Colored in the sun when you forget to look away Living on my own makes it hard to give a shit But you make it a bit more bittersweet each day Give me something to work with I've hurt enough to…

I talk a lot about the same one or two things I wrote them out in my hand so I don't think I'm getting tired of the way I approach things Doing donuts with the details I'm noticing I find it hard to pay attention and not stare When I'm…

A song written and recorded for the Record Every Month challenge in May 2021