If you're looking for an easy way out I got some cyanide pills at my house Shine a light Take control of your life And mine I never loved being left out So let's make it a suicide pact Then when we leave We'll leave together And live…

If this is it I can live with that You're better off gone You're better anyway So long I'm shaving my head Saving the hair Climbing a peak Letting it go The wind picks up the locks And they gently float down the valley They sink…

I traced my name out in the grime With my finger like a knife Waiting in the parking lot For somebody I forgot Watching the dust settle back in place I'm settled in going my own pace Burn through time till it's getting late I do the same…

Life was so long ago What was I so stressed about What did I waste my time on So many centuries Spent doing everything That I could do to find you

I just wanted my life to be so wonderful You could've been there to make it so But now I don't get to see you anymore I just wanted my life to be so wonderful Where did the time go, it's hard to say Harder to remember other peoples' names…

Enjoy your life Without holding yourself down I miss your smile The way it always made my day I wrote your name down so many times I can't remember what you look like anymore Just want to see you again I miss listening to you Talking…

There's nothing short about life Only infinitely long drawn out moments Of nothing done till someone walks you through it Your smile made my day I wouldn't mind waiting her forever for the end of the world if you were here with me WIll…

It's been a few weeks since I saw you I still remember the last thing you said I see your name everywhere I go You live through the products I see on the shelf Just to remind me I'm by myself Where did you go I'm stuck right here

You remind me of a brilliant shade of violet Colored in the sun when you forget to look away Living on my own makes it hard to give a shit But you make it a bit more bittersweet each day Give me something to work with I've hurt enough to…

I need a pen to write down what you said You have a way with words like nobody else Like nobody else I want to get a better view (What did you say) I said I want to see things a little better I'm a big fan of how you write your letters…

I talk a lot about the same one or two things I wrote them out in my hand so I don't think I'm getting tired of the way I approach things Doing donuts with the details I'm noticing I find it hard to pay attention and not stare When I'm…

I miss the days I'd take my shirt off and complain about the weather What can I even say anymore When did I become the problem I don't want to turn around and do the same things I did Before October Before I knew her Before October…

This is an extra track I added to hit the RPM requirements for an album, this one's not actually related to the album.

It's been so long I can't remember What I said to you You probably don't either You're walking away I try not to pay attention The dust in her rings I try not to think about them I want to float through the clouds on Saturn I want…

You were in my dream the other night We talked for a while We fell in love Then I got bored, and left the house Then I came back, and you were out Things were rocky from that day We didn't talk to each other so much I felt so bad for having…

I know What it's like To suffocate When there's not any air Left outside Watching daylight leave the atmosphere As long as you're there I won't need my lungs Your wind's whistling to my hum The cold hydrogen, helium Poisons me Now…

Love How do you find me You manifest in dances And my dreams Worn Worn out the windows I can't see you Love anymore Breathe In then exhale When I'm around you I forget Tear Down the flyers If I can't see them I'll be okay…

My mood keeps changing, something's broken Maybe it's you Maybe it's not I try to replace it, let the clean air in But I feel so cold Maybe you do too I'll think about messaging you sometimes But then I don't I'm too scared to I'll…

Every day is drifting further off I can't get you out Of my head These feelings come and go all of the time Sometimes they fade Then I see you again Oh I've always loved you and him together I hope that doesn't change But I can't keep…

I can feel Saturn pull me closer to her I can't see her rings, but I know she's there Am I floating Am I tethered Are we moving Are we still here Am I floating Am I tethered Are we moving Are we still here In my heart, I know you…