Asynchronous

I sent a message
Have you read it?
One more refresh, I’ll be fretting free
I’ve been ghosted like a dead man
Haunted and cursed

I didn’t get affection
Don’t know why
Has it vanished in the ether?
It should be something that I crave
Not wanting anymore

I know that love
Will never thrive asynchronously

I see ending
No way to survive
Bad habits never leaving
I know that I should call you
It’s hard when you’re not here

I know that love
Will surely die
If you just try asynchronous

My heart seems darker today
And I
I fear you’ll never find
The whole outlook weighs heavily nice
I fear

I know I should be moving on by now
But I’ll never clear my dark heart
I’ll never get closure
Yet I like it this way

Do not rely upon ways asynchronous
Never think that you can work asynchronous
You wont find a way asynchronous
No reception in the boneyard
I’ll never find my way home

Never, never rely
Never, never rely

Never rely, asynchronous
Never rely, asynchronous