10 Staring At The Sun

RPM 2k15
extra guitars Jeff Treese

i’m tired of waiting for
the mail to come today
it’s obvious your letter’s
not on its way, but i still stay
i’m staring blankly up
into the cloudless sky
don’t ask me why, i’m going blind
staring at the sun

the doctor’s office just won’t
pick up their phone
they said quit coming round and
could i please just stay at home
i’m guessing there’s no cure for this
hole i have inside
don’t ask my why, i’m going blind
staring at the sun

and i’ll keep waiting
and you’ll keep breaking my heart
there’s no debating
you never loved me from the start
i’m done with trying
i’m sure i’m dieing
then i won’t have wait for you anymore