05 Lost The Will To Fight

RPM 2k15
vocal by Colin Garvey
extra guitars Brent Nolan

he’s hiding in plain sight
sends a message, don’t bother
drive away, refuse to fight
and try to be the father
left alone with the radio
and wipe away my tears
weakness reveals the truth
every breath, i breathe for you
you’re just too young to see
holding on to something long
ago, i can’t compete
with this ghost that haunts your
imaginary me
selective memory

i’m not perfect
but you can’t judge me
torn between competing fantasies
i can’t, promise
your wants equal your needs
so erase this line between us
try to focus on the prize
if i get you out alive
when i’m gone you’ll survive

i don’t want to fight you anymore
i refuse to play your little game
win or lose who cares it’s both the same
pull the answers from your mind
apologies are hard to find

i’m not sorry
apologies are hard to find