Belief

thetworegs

Well Reg is struggling can he find that belief in himself or not…….

Belief
Sat at the bar wishing again on a dream
Head floating into space
I got my eyes closed to the scene
Cause I know I sit here in disgrace
Another drink another whiskey lost in time and space

Another day with out the sunshine
blacked out laying on the floor
waking up into a dream
Feeling like no one once more
I’ve got wood in my head and I feel like I hear i a scream
Screaming of the hollowness of a life without belief

A cold storm building in my head
No body o blame but myself
I am the living dead
I have a dream. of being clean
Oh I have this dream of being clean

Break

Sitting in a room with the whole room is blacked out
The shades down ,I’m keeping the world out
Another drink while I sit here and hide
Another drink Till I build up the courage to fight

I feel like the boxer on the floor, in the 9th
No hope of winning just a loser in this life
down deep
I still got a dream
I have this dream of being clean again
I just need some help
I just need that helping hand
To get back up on my feet and become the man I am
If only I could find that belief
I know its deep inside
I Know, its deep down there alive
I know what I need I know I need that belief
I got to find it , I know I’ve got to believe
Now I know what I need that belief
I’ve got to find it , I know I got to believe
Now I know what I need I gotta gotta find that belief
I know I’ve got it down deep inside and I can believe
oh yeah I know I’ve got it down deep inside
I gotta find it now, get it into my mind

It’s been 45 days and I’m clean
It’s been 45 days and I’m still clean
I found it I found that belief
Yeah I found it I found that belief