011 Five Hundred Eyes

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She is ready for the higher power to guide her actions. She knows she needs AA and an accountably partner. She prays the prayer of serenity every night:

God, don’t let Wash die at the end of this movie…
(Wait… that’s not right….) still in scifi mode…

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

Verse
These feelings can’t be real
All the eyes I now feel
And they can’t look away
No matter how clean I stay

Chorus
All eyes are on me
Waiting for me to
Fall into my old
Habits and I want to
Feel like I did, when I was numb
(Falling faster than I did before)

Verse two
I know its all in my head
but I kept bottles under the bed
I know your just ready to
catch me if I fall through

Bridge
I’m ready to listen, someone else
Craving actual peace, and serenity