02 Roof of the World
https://tardis.fandom.com/wiki/Marco_Polo_(TV_story)#Plot
The girl is married and trying new things that fall outside of that marriage. She is letting the drink take control of her life and blaming the spouse for not being enough. Any attempt to help her is perceived as manipulation and an attack on her happiness.
Verse
Let’s try something new
Just to prove a point
Let’s see where this takes us
Anywhere but here
Where no one should have followed
Out to first meet dangerous
Is this what your looking for
Is this all that you need?
Tell your heart that it’s time to give in
And let the heartache begin
Chorus
I know that I have never been
So in love with losing myself
In this moment I can’t begin
To worry about coming down
I’m on top of the world
Verse two
Don’t try to tell me
I’m not okay
I’m no longer safe in this place
Don’t try to tell me
You’re worried about
Just how far I’ll go
Wondering alone
Bridge
Yes I know, your selfish heart
Won’t let me be this way
Oh Lovely one, there’s nothing you can do
To make me feel the way I do
And when, I’m losing myself
Further down I go
Leaving the world I know