I Surrender

This song IS autobiographical.

I been thinkin about what they call the best-case scenario
And it’s 20 more years of this shit, don’t you know

dealing with stuff I don’t give a damn about
in return for a certain pecuniary amount

ref:

can’t think of a thing to do
except for stuff that I don’t want to
I think I used to have a dream, but I surrender

I hate waking in the morning with a beep
much rather just go on back to sleep

in my car going where I don’t wanna go
knowing that the whole days gonna blow

ref

sitting all day when I cant stand a single minute
I see the problem im a little bit too deep in it

I guess it comes down to this or else starvation
I got no method of finding my salvation