This song is about the depression that started when I was young

Things looked bright in my adolescence, but was colored by a somber backdrop

The depression got worse in young adulthood

Marriage, kids, things looked hopeful, at least it seemed so

My mind was going to some weird places

Every day was the same. enough to drive one mad

Can't keep me down forever

New love

Who knows what may come

Originally two separate mono tracks of the beginning to Beethoven's 9th symphony (conducted by Felix Weingartner if anyone cares). Each was subjected to different processing effects and then combined. Submitted to Sound-In for 28/1 - 3/2/2021.