Acting Like A Fool

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Acting Like a Fool

Laying here half asleep
with sun shinning down through the window it peaks
The crack of the curtain shows the world outside

What have I done where have I been
was I really back out on the scene
Screaming like a banshee baring my soul to the world

I don’t know what I’m doing without you
I don’t know what I am without you
But most of the time I’m acting just like the fool

A screaming pain in a headache of loss
My eyes open I remember I’m lost
Im Lost on the road that leads to the alley of pain

Each day passes like the ones before
There all dark hope is with me no more
I’m forgetting who am as I fall into the world alone

I don’t know what I’m doing without you
I don’t know what I am without you
But most of the time I’m acting just like the fool

The drink is finally taking a hold
My thoughts are black my body feels old
Without you a direction seems so hard to find

I don’t know what I’m doing without you
I don’t know what I am without you
But most of the time I’m acting just like the fool

The Want and ambition that youth once held
Has all gone sending me down into hell
With a self loathing that only the drink can quell
With a self loathing that only the drink can quell