from the symphonic poem "Trials & Tribulations" featuring Ashley Reynolds & Tess Savigear on vocals. say now you must be her I’ve been waiting for so long let me open up the door take you where you’ve never been before (she’s no longer…

RPM Holiday Challenge 2014 recorded entirely in Garageband on my IPad mini

from the album xChange original words and music by Rob Medcalf

based on the book by knut hamsen i stand beneath the cloudy city sky, passing time, and gnaw upon, ideas and dreams, broken self solitude, formulate my world around me, wander the streets and ravish my dreams, the scent of food surrounds me…

original lyrics were about the sheep in the US. she's my distraction, as i crash into the sea, hurling towards the brink of my frail reality, she pushes buttons then waits for self destruct, fate has brought her to me then fate gets shot by…

an older tune written for a long distance relationship this silence was laughter before this distance a warm embrace blank screen, cold kansas night don't worry my message is on its way i'm typing with fingers my fingers are arrows, flying…

there are literally 6 versions of this song that sound nothing like each other.

started out in 5, but i couldn't sing to that. it's not the loneliness, per say, it's just doing the same thing every day, alone, i'm not someone who needs daily tending, it's just that i would like to be tended to, eventually, and yet i remain…

I wish you could see The beautiful light That surrounds you It touches me, touching you We look at these pictures When we were young Long for yesterday When we knew nothing Now we know so much Too many things Why can’t we let go Forget everything…

In the moment So alive Taunting death Every color sings Every smell Breathe deep Open wide All is new Sounds inspire Electric space Shed the skin Of the old All is new All is new Take my hand Run so fast We’re alive Taunting death