I miss the smell of your hands Your breath The feel of your skin We didn’t have to talk Just understood What the other was We are of the same But we knew The end would come Time is no friend We are not healed The pain is old But feels new…

I hear you Calling my name Like a whisper And a scream You haunt me Forever Twist your arms Around my neck In a dead embrace Locked with love You haunt me You haunt me I tore the paper From the walls To see what Was underneath You left no…

How can you love me How can you need me When all you do is take When all you do is take I’ll give it all Until there’s none But you’ll still want more All you do is take All you do is take How can you want me How can you love me I’ll turn the…

It enters us Without us knowing Not welcome Uninvited Go away Leave me alone Give me peace Let me rest Eat us from the inside Bit by bit Cell by cell Multiplying Taking over Invaded Go away Leave me alone Give me peace Let…

So he’s gone What are you going to do now You lived and breathed for him all these years You can’t do without Just find another Get another one It’s easy to find one to take his place You think you have a void A hole to fill But nothing…

You’re taking me down Breaking me down again Circling around Spinning toward the bottom It’s a place we know Where we always go We can’t get lost We know the way Do we crave the dark Long for misery Embrace the end To only rise again

wonderland what is the sound of the last few minutes of life she said I wouldn't feel a thing, but women lie what is the color of the last thing you'll ever see frozen for all eternity and these things inside my brain tell a wicked tale and…

star just a star on a sheep on the side of a car and the picture in your hand from a distant land with a story can't believe this is happening to me another mediocre man trapped in a master plan it's really not the star but the dream inside…

RPM Holiday Challenge 2014 recorded entirely in Garageband on my IPad mini

my November challenge song for RPM, i can't upload it to the site, but it's a mishmash of the david bowie arrangement, and i'm drunk so piss off.