This is how I feel when I'm gripped by depression, which has been a bit too often recently. Feeling ok at the moment though. Part of my RPM 2015 effort

Full title is 'I love you girl (it's just the rest of the world that I can't stand). Something I say to her often and is true. Except you, you're all right! Part of my RPM 2015 effort

Previously unreleased cover of Gary Jules's rendition of Mad World, originally by Tears for Fears. Features Buyer Beware's former multi-instrumentalist, Kollin Cederberg.

Do You Believe? Lyrics I have touched the sky I have sailed the Universe I discover new worlds I don't see the time go by Do you believe in the bridge to Asgard? Do you believe in Noah's great flood? Do you believe in the Hopi Star…

Traveler Lyrics I love the way she waves toward the sky she's living day to day her love is years away all my days in the sky all her nights have fires burning my day is just beginning past Jupiter and Mars I left for her life…

Outer Rings Lyrics I sail the night across the galaxy Flyin' fast tryin' to catch up tomorrow when we'll go dancin' on the Outer Rings We'll go dancin' if you'll dance with me I'm way out here Just beyond the big bang Here's…

My Window Lyrics The stars go by my window each and every day I can see the Earth about a billion miles away the Sun is getting bright It's been so long since I left the atmosphere I can't wait to breath our open air I'm coming home…

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The ending to this song is partially due to a mistake copying and pasting to the wrong tracks - it fit the mood of the rest of the song, and I'd been struggling for an ending anyway. Song title inspired by a spam email.

Entirely performed on empty beer bottles, this piece was inspired by a frozen New England night.

Some of these are actually useful facts about microwaves, and some are not.

Fun with digital distortion and glitchy editing.

RPM 2k15 vocal by Madeline Koestner she tries to push me away nothing that i can do so hard just to maintain and keep my mind focused to not let my eyes betray i’m watching her slide away into the abyss, call it nothing call it nothing…

RPM 2k15 vocals by David George you said it a thousand times before i know, i know, i know as if you thought i wasn’t listening anymore if i could i would ease your sorrow and your pain so you won’t ever have to say these things again…

RPM 2k15 vocals by Ashley Reynolds this whole place going down the drain and i’m going along for the ride nobody forced my hand nobody made me this way nobody tried to stop me either it’s not what i say, what i do it’s everything all…

RPM 2k15 vocal by Gregg Todt is it the medication that makes her stare off into space? those little pills in the bottle grab your collar smack you in the face i want to make an appointment to see that drug, so he will give her back to…

RPM 2k15 vocal by Colin Garvey extra guitars Brent Nolan he’s hiding in plain sight sends a message, don’t bother drive away, refuse to fight and try to be the father left alone with the radio and wipe away my tears weakness reveals…

RPM 2k15 extra guitars Brent Nolan for every choice I've made another path unfolds this is but one of many ways the story could go we're waiting for the train but we've been here before once on you're sped away while you watch yourself…

RPM 2k15 extra guitars Jeff Treese i’m tired of waiting for the mail to come today it’s obvious your letter’s not on its way, but i still stay i’m staring blankly up into the cloudless sky don’t ask me why, i’m going blind staring at…

WHY I AM THE WAY I AM TODAY BECAUSE MY PASS GOT ME HERE WHEN PEOPLE HEAR THIS SONG THEY WILL KNOW WHY I AM DIFFERENT AN SO STRONG THEY WILL KNOW WHY I AM A FORGIVING PERSON THEY WILL KNOW MY PAIN.THIS SONG WILL SAVE THE NEXT GIRL LIKE ME !

JESSE JAMES performed by the late Danville Dan (Frank Koehl) (rhythm guitar, main vocals) and also posthumously featuring his son, Gene Eric Mann (Rick Koehl)(chorus vocals) and his grandson, Robster the Rock Lobster (Robert W.D. Koehl)(chorus…

You know me so well.

Sometimes I just can't tell.

How often do I have to say it? In how many ways?

Confusing, isn't it?

You have just that kind of affect on me.

One of the electronic tracks of the album,a road trip soundtrack, to or fro, you decide... not much difference... the trip itself is of the essence. Track 1 of the "Supernova" album (2015) - high quality download available for free at http…

Separation brings always a heavy load of mixed and traverse emotions. Estrangement, hostility, loneliness... Recorded at such a time, a phone message sprang this piece of music, memory & life, now forever intertwined. I'm sorry the actual…

Inspired by Fritz Lang's 1927 Metropolis, as part of a still ongoing project for an electronic soundtrack for the film.

A night spent near the top of mountain in southern greece... the eerie darkness and magnificent dawn ... the climb and descent, gave birth to this piece and a couple more (not yet finished).

A cover of the original 1987 Depeche Mode song, from their album " Music for the Masses". An almost effortless, at the time, re-imagining of the orchestration introducing break-beat rhythmic elements that seemed to "naturally" find their place…

made this music to write a story to ... and I did ... :) this is also part of the new things.===

just more chilly shiver music that drones some too. the guitar at the end was the beginning of that last song. :) sorta.

I don't stop thinking I just think better and better.. so yeah... this is sick. really --- in the way it is good really sickly good stuff.

from the album "therapy sessions"