Sorslin

I wrote this song thinking about how we are always asking for respect and the right to live as who we are with our differences. No matter our age, we are trying to survive all the time dealing with humans who treat us like abnormal people when they are not being treated like abnormal too. Because no one is safe from the hate in our civilizations.

This song is about my hyperfocus on music and how I'm always listening, thinking or making music. Even when I’m almost falling asleep and waking up, I'm always thinking and having ideas about songs, and some times reproducing sounds with my teeth and feet, like the drums of a track.

The intention was to write a cliché love song about being with the love of your life by your side and being extremely happy and in love with him/her, but in reality this is just a wish and it makes you suffer because that someone doesn't feel the same way about you and you just want to forget that feeling and that person.

This song it’s about how we are now fighting against the climatic problems that we caused it ourselves in the past. Now we are trying to survive with all this but it's too late.

This song has two parts but they are somehow connected. In the first part, I talk about my difficulty in interacting with other people, after stopping taking antipsychotics. This first part talks about a sexual relationship I had that was very good, although I had difficulty talking or even being touched, as I knew the person and I ''gave permission'' for that to happen, and I was waiting for that, it was very good and I didn't have any difficulties. The second part talks about my vision for my life in the future, since I, with so many special needs due to being neurodivergent, how will I manage on my own when I no longer have my parents, who now take care of me? Either a miracle happens and I become a completely independent person, or I put and end to everything.