What Have I Done Where Have I Been (RPM Track 05)

Heres Track 5 for the RPM carry on with the Saga of Reg……Well after his night of falling of the wagon Reg has realized that he needs to get his head together and stop…but how….he needs help….desperately …….
What Have I Done Where Have I Been (Lyrics)
I’m waking in the dark again my head is pumping in pain
i think i’ve gone a little crazy i can’t remember my name
who am i?
why am i here?
where have i been?
Over there
i don’t know
i got lost, i got lost on the road
the road, the road of excess i strode
weird voices
speak to me
tell me where my song went wrong
was it on
the sound of Pain
Pain, Pain,
its all i’ve ever know
Pain, pain
it’s all i’ve ever known
escape to the drink
escape
to the drink
You can’t escape that easily from me
because
i am you
you are me
and i whisper
you’ll never
have anything
your a fool
your pathetic
your an idiot
your just somebody else’s tool
drink to forget
drink
your not worth
drink
spit on the floor
drink
you pathetic little man
drink
what are you doing with your life
drink
wasting away
drink
drink
forget with drink
this can’t carry on no more, depreciating myself
i got to try and find the strength
Got to try and rebuild the little bit of me thats left
cause i’m lost
i’m lost
in pain
in pain
in pain
where there is no gain
could you help me,
if i asked you
would you hold my hand
could you help me,
if i asked you
could you help me,
would you hold my hand
My Names Reg and i’m a alcoholic